3rd day out frm ns~

today is the 3rd day i out frm national service

but i stil cant get usual of my life now

i stil so miss the life in ns

wat had happened in ns now were stil in my mind

all the memories inside had become the sweetest memories in my life

i think i wil nt forget it until the day i dead

i hav learn n try a lot of things tat i never try b4 in ns

ns oso make me change a lot

i stil rmb tat i hav cry at the last minutes my frens leave

b4 tat i tot i wil never cry for it

cant believe i cry at last

i hav think a lot since out frm ns

i oso realize tat i should appreciate wat i hav rite nw

frens..

i wil miss u guys a lot

wont forget everthin happened between us in ns

yesterday

i miss 'him' sooo much le

but i know all is jz a dream

all jz i think too much

i oso know tat i m nthg for him

so

i hav decide

decide to giv up

cuz it wil nt hav any happy endin between us

we are only frens n wil nt more than tat

i think

altot it is hard for me

cuz my mind nw is all bout him

but i hav no choice

tat is the only way

t.t

now i only can think for my future

i m nt hope to stay at sdk

cuz really sooo boring rite here

even wana find a fren for chat oso dono who should find

all hav gone to kl n so on

sad for it

haizz

no matter hw

add oil for everything